Hi folks.
I've been rather bored with myself lately. The holidays are over, I'm jobless, school is starting back up, and my creativity is, um, lazy.
How are you? I'm not gonna ask you had a "good" Christmas or how you "rang" in the new year. I feel so blah. Can ya tell? :)
The cable bill is due. and by "due" i mean overdue. MySpace is addicting during boredom. I took my tree down last nite. Normally, that makes me sad. Not this year. I didn't even get buzzed on New year's eve. I have an interest in a guy I hardly know. But I don't think it's mutual. I miss...
I'm feeling really restless and kind of sad. I think it partially has to do with the weather. Partially b/c somedays I'd rather be living the life of someone else. I should have looked for a job today, but I figure I should feel confident when I do that... so, maybe Wednesday. I'm not trying to sound depressing... I feel like I have a.d.d. I can't focus on one thought for nothin'! It's kind of a crazy feeling but also helps me be more productive. Just takes longer to get things done. Heh. I'm listening to Kim Taylor. She's got it goin' on. I'm thinking about spending my xmas money on Crest Whitestrips(R). I reeally don't want to spend it on bills. I did that last year and for my birthday. I kind of deserve to have to spend it on responsibility, I just don't want to. I want whiter teeth. I miss my brother, and I hope my sister is doing alrite. I should call her. Casie just called, she needs help picking out furniture but didn't call me before she left. She's calling again. I wonder why I wasn't born closer to the ocean. Like, some people might say that if I were born closer to the (beloved) ocean... I might not love it as much. But that is oh-so not true.
It's really storming. I just thought of something. Today has reminded me of being in Japan... the weather, anyway. It was January and 60 degress, no sun. I bet that's the reason. For my mood.
I need to do the dishes.
"I love you more than I can say..."
. . .
I'll leave you with a picture of my friend's daughter. She's so beautiful.
7 comments:
Kylie: The weather is equally blah-ee here in Illinoize; I agree, t'would be quite nice to be nearer to an ocean ... but look at it this way: I think you're closer to one than I am!!!
: )
happy freaking new year! maybe you need to listen to a little snoop dogg to help you get out of that funk. :)
hey, maybe you can start knitting...
peace my friend,
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I'm not that sad, tho. Really. :)
Snoops upside ya head, say Snoops upside ya head!
What's this guys name? I can't believe that the feelings aren't mutual you seem very nice and very pretty. Are there any other guys that are interested in you or your seeing? Who ever he is he's crazy, you will find a good guy. don't worry, it takes time trust me on that. keep your head up, the job will come along, don't get discouraged.
thanks for your kind words... who are you??
saw you on a friends myspace and they seemed to be really cool with you and told me to check out your blog because of your photos. They are great. No worries girl, us girls got to stick together on this stuff. It's hard to find love especially when there are other things in our lives. So no worries, tell him how you feel, what do you have to lose and what do you have to gain, love. Keep smiling and head up.
thanks for checking out my journal, and for the words!
send me an email or a message on myspace if you'd like!
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